was full of ups and downs. idk which had more, but the up definitely felt really good to have (:

boring lessons today like bio prac. but but! christine and i learnt that mr low has a heart and isnt THAT by the book. he actually gave us a 10min break in the middle and let christine and i go down to the canteen to buy a donut and eat it coz we were really hungry (:

and then followed by chem lecture, where arthi, lava and janny totally got embarrassed by the lecturer xD i swear chloe and i were so super embarrassed for all of them and wondering why we have such fail friends in our sec4 clique xD hahaha in a really abstract way its nicely reminiscent of the time where mr aldrin tee (hahaha im not making the same mistake again) used to make fun of us in class. except that during then, it was only infront of 36 other people xD

we were late for gp >< the weird half a block thing. and i had my lunch at like 10plus xD gp was nothing interesting. im definitely not cut out to be a politician. especially judging by the way im getting uber lost and confused by everything ><

after gp was geog makeup. i think ms goh was a little pms-y/ fed up with our class already. which totally doesnt help matters coz i really think im going to fail geog. bleah. maybe i shouldve taken econs. i mean, if im going to fail either way, then might as well spend less time mugging right. i want my sec4 geog grades back ):

after geog was good. spent time with lava, evan and priya at the library watching 'the break-up' -where they actually do breakup in the end lava dear. felt so totally scammed coz evan was like 'oh they get back together in the end'. WHAT A LIE EVAN xD arthi came to join us halfway through haha.

after the movie it was just arthi lava and i left. we had our long needed htht (: and the most surprising thing was that we actually talked about stuff in the movie in like real life context xD about how some guys are just douchbags and dont seem to appreciate the things they have.

hey lava, if youre reading this, i just want you to know that regardless of anything that happens, we'll always be behind you. aand, your secrets are safe with us (: someone once told me that whoever that makes you cry isnt worth having as a friend. and i think thats true to a certain extent. even though youve been hurt and disappointed, i hope that you'll continue to keep the faith and be willing to give others a chance again. i know that it isnt a easy thing to do, but trust me on this okay? you dont want to build a wall right now. i know what youre going through, and im really sure that you'll be able to persevere and emerge stronger than ever. guys just arent worth that much. love you lava (:

hahaha went out to macs and had fries after that. just lava and i. talked about nearly everything under the sun man. bleah had i known that would be the last time i was eating for the day, i'd have bought a full meal. but just as well. at least i didnt feel like puking after training.

training was definitely an up (: it started pretty crappy coz all my direct shots were off target, so it was kinda depressing during drills. then then we played modified game 3 aside with human walls. oh that was fuunn (: it started getting better from there coz i actually scored a goal (: like for the first time when playing a game during training. EVER xD and and coach ended up playing with jo and i in the same line >< totally stressful. BUT AFTER THAT I GOT IN LIKE TWO - THREE MORE GOALS AND THUS I AM VERY VERY HAPPY AND SATISFIED (: haha no doubt at least one, if not all of them were lucky. but during the game most of my shots were on target, so yay (: okay so there were times coach kinda screamed at me for running like a headless chicken and for being at the wrong place in general and causing her to vomit blood >< and and not having a formation and being in a line rather than a triangle. butbutbut i was more aggressive (: and coach said i could shoot (: so i should use it more (: hahaha good training today (:

so improvement for gameplay today: learn to read the game better. MUST.

part of me cant wait for friendlies on monday. apparently nus is just like ite haha.

AND I NEED TO STOP GETTING BRUISES EVERY TRAINING MANZ.

AND IM SO HOLDING A GRUDGE AGAINST EVAN FOR THROWING THE BALL AT MY HEAD. AND OF ALL PLACES TO HIT IT HAD TO HIT MY HAIRBAND >:[ so i had this mini concussion on court and was stunned for like 3 secs hahaha. and evan just went, oops. HAHAHA. funny lah. but right. WHY WAS THE BALL THROWN SO HIGH. IT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE A ROLLING GROUNDER EVAN DEAR.

i would have said today was a good day.